Future

somtimes i think about the future and kinda get scared. I like look around at other people, and not long i will be doing the same. I am really worried about college. I wanna go right after i graduate, nobody in my family has gone to college fall semester the same year they graduate high school. And when they do, its Lee college, or Lamar. Dont get me wrong there is nothing wrong with these. But when i go to college, i wanna GO to college. Be idependent on my own. And have my own responsibilities.And i think its a good expirience, or should i say i think it will be a good experience. But Fashion Designing Will be my major. And my preferred field of work. Now, i kno contrary to what we plan. The most opposite of what you thought can happen. Because it is not up to us. Its up to God, and what he wants for Us. So whatever happens happens. Mixed emotions about the senior year. Majority of which. YES IM FREE. then there is. OMG. IM OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL. hopefully i can fully embrace it and do my best this year, and to get into the best college that i can.